Hate. It is a strong word. To comments made about Hollywood by Yahoo trolls, for the ones who cut us off during our drive to work on Monday mornings, and the coworkers who smile to your face who talk behind your back. What has our society come to in this point in time?
A few weeks back when I had to change up my daughters bed frame made out of PVC, I had to head over to Home Depot for some parts. It was busy that weekend. As I pulled into the parking lot I stopped for a gentleman to reverse and pull out of his spot. After reversing, the guy didn't have enough room to drive forward, but continued to do it any way. He ran his car up an cement island from his spot and about hit the car the family and I was in. He then gave me the stink eye as if I was at fault for what he did? In that moment I thought, "Someone is not having a good day."
The following Monday, I hopped in my car and drove to work. Usually when I drive, I prey. My discussion with God is random but either of the following: Preying for the assistance in publishing my book and creating a financial freedom for my family with growing up in a harsh lifestyle growing up, helping cruel people to change their ways, asking to walk in God's footsteps, and asking for spiritual awakening.
I had a prayer one morning on my way to work. I asked God this, "Are you happy with what you had created? Was this your original plan?"
Lately, I been observing society and how everyone interacts with one another in public. It is interesting. When we take our daughter to Dennis the Menace park in Monterey. As we consistently keep 10-15 feet away from our little girl, I notice parents letting their kids run wild as they all stand in parent circle talking to one another sipping their coffee, and texting on their cell phones. And I wonder why their are kidnappings lately?
In the summer program, we had a potluck for the students on their last day. I had a list for parents to sign up for either a main dish, side, beverage, or silverware. Notice I did not list dessert...Keep in mind, private care is roughly $800.00. Parents saved 1,600.00 for the summer, so what did they bring? First off, 1/3 signed up. One family brought Mac & cheese, the second family brought a vegetable tray, and another family brought meatballs. The rest of the families brought cupcakes, pizza, juice, cookies and cake. Can you guess the after math with 100 students? In the end, I get it. It was their last day. I'm sure parents were thinking fun and festive. I was shocked to have parents say thank you for helping us with making a safe and friendly environment for the children. I had a few students hug me and hope to see me next year. I had a few students and families even inquire about when my book was going to be published. Tit for tat, right?
Then I came across Oprah's British Vogue interview. She talked about who she would like to have for dinner. I believe she stated, "I want Jesus to come to dinner. Is this what you wanted?" Oprah, if your reading, I hear you, and I agree! I really do. There is so much term oil.
It is a calling for me to write this book. I am meant to share my stories and bring people together. I know it will not happen over night. Hell, I been working on this novel for 30 years. I do hope it happens soon. Time is something no one can hold, because it slips through all our fingers.
I have not posted a picture. I need you to digest. To think about these words and to observe the world around you. There is chaos in this world. The one thing I do have is hope. I know something great will happen soon, so I am patiently waiting for the outcome. And I hope you do to.
Until next time,
Dustin
No comments:
Post a Comment